No Forever
For My Knight
Endless
Even More
So fAR from the one I love
I can’t get of him enough
So BLUE is the red heart I used to have
It tries beating against the gaps
I Breath one more day for you
For another chance of something true
I’ll be your HAMMOCK every single day
It will be tiring but I want you to stay
The PASSION of love grows
Each day, every way, and in anything I say
But the LONELINESS of it always stays
Hoping someday you’ll wash away the pain
I am INCOMPLETE
And Alone in this place
I’ll be WHOLE again, you’ll be with me,
and it will bleed even more.
Stained Glass Loved?
8 words given emotions spoken
given the words fish, dino, moon, sun, earth, computer, worm, sea
I love you
I love thee in the way you moved
In the way you stand, in the way you grooved
I love thee thou you cannot prove
Your love for me, your love in scoop
I give thee this very eyes
Thy gentle touch, thy sweetest smile
I give thee my heart and soul
Thy heart to beat and soul to glow
I thank thee for the love I found
For the missing piece in my puzzled town
I thank thee for the air I breathe
For the pains that bleed, for the joys of seed
I share thee my very life
Until the endth and until I die
I share thee all that's mine
The moon at night, the stars that shine
I promised to thee to be the only loved
Only craved, only sobbed
I promised thee the forever us
The forever you and the forever me
I love thee, I love you
For keeping me, for wanting me
I love thee in God's will and ways
In God's grace we bind, In God's guide we love always.
Being With You!
To be with you is to be with gladness
To forget the dusts and pains of sadness
To give myself such a wonderful happiness
To take away the marks of bitterness
Without you life will be too messy
Without you life won't be this easy
Without you love will be so weary
Without you love would be so empty
Being with you is being with serenity
Being with you is living without stupidity
Being with you is the endless feeling of totality
Being with you is like being with God,Basically.
Being Single
I’m your…
Earphone
I would like to share my thoughts for you through an ear phone...
Please Hold back just listen and don't answer the phone!!!
Special things don't come to begin When there are spaces you can't win
In your heart I know I'm not in pin
Even my tears don't even mean
I know you're life is a miserable one
Always into something that's always done
You're saving magic but don't know its gone
Waiting for bliss under the heat of the sun
You know my life is full of dangers
Because I'm with a lot of strangers
But I don't think it made me stronger
Anyways in my life you're my changer
This two hearts are already broken
Cause some words are already spoken
The answer to this is not always given
And I'm so sorry with you I just fallen.
This Day
The Star
The star in the sky
Is always too high
I can't even reach it while I fly
And I cannot find the reason why
The star in my mind
Is one of a kind
So hard for me to constantly bind
Always in place where I cannot find
The star in my heart is always flying
He always hides when I was seeking
He always laughs when I was crying
I cannot take it I felt like dying
For all the times this star had hurt me hurt
I wish someday he will also take me
Or someday somehow will cherish and thank me
Coz there is a love that guides him from within me
Kung ako ay isang…
from http://www.tristancafe.com/phpweblog/stories.php?story=03/07/27/1507007
Kung ako ay isang pangarap Ika’y nais tuparin sa hinaharap
Kahit ang ibigin kay puno ng hirap
Iiwanan ko nalang ang sarap
Kung ako ay isang damdamin
Ika’y ibig ko nang sabihin
Kahit ang salita ay may puputulin
Kung wala ka ito ba’y aanhin?
Kung ako ay isang larawan
Ika’y gusto ko nang matanawan
Pagka’t mabuhay sa kalawakan
At wala kay isang dahilan
Baby
I
Baby when I met you I feel so complete
I was like an angel on the floor
The entire thing for me is bright and beautiful
All I think about is you
Chorus I:
I like you baby oh..woh..oh
I like you so...
I choose you baby oh..woh..oh
And I don’t want you to know
That I’ve been needin
I’ve been you wanting you
Since you left me from then on
II
Baby since you left me I feel so alone
I wasn’t like the girl u saw before
Everything around me seems to be ignored
All I think about is you
Chorus II:
I miss you baby oh..woh..oh
I miss you so
I love you baby oh..woh..oh
And I don’t want you to know
That I’ve been needin
I’ve been you wanting you
Since you left me from then on
Bridge:
Baby I need you in my life
and wish I could be with you all my life
So Please be mine
Chorus I and II
I don't Wanna
We Used To
Alikabok sa Hangin
from http://www.tristancafe.com/phpweblog/stories.php?story=03/10/27/3499267
Alam mo ang pinakamahalagang araw ng buhay ko ay yung naging tayo? Crush na crush talaga kita noon pa man! Naalala mo ba nung nakipagtextmate pa ko kunyari para lang maging close tayo? Tapos sinabi ko sayo na hindi kita kilala pero sa bandang huli sinabi ko rin na ako ito, ang iyong matagal ng kaibigan. Nanligaw ka naman agad sa akin, uto ka rin kala mo hindi kita sasagutin. Ang gaga ko noh... pero hanggang ngayon alam mo praning pa rin ako sa iyo.
Nangako pa nga tayo sa isa’t-isa na habang buhay walang iwanan, na ang pagmamahal natin ay walang hangganan. Pero ano ba tayo ngayon? Magkahiwalay, magkalayo at break na kung break.
Sayang noh? One year na tayo tapos ngayon pa natin tinigil yung isang taon nating paglolokohan... sana noon pa, para hindi naging ganito kasakit. Mahal naman kita talaga eh, kaso ikaw naman yung unang bumitaw, yun nga lang ako pumutol ng tali, kasi nga naramdaman ko na nag-iba ka na sa akin, at pareho lang tayong nahihirapan.
Sorry ah, kasi alam mo lagi na lang... lagi na lang akong nasasaktan at umiiyak dahil sa iyo. Kasi alam ko kahit ipagpatuloy natin ito kung laging ako ang gagawa ng paraan para maging maayos tayo eh wala naring mangyayari... ayaw mo naman akong tulungan.
Ayoko namang iwan ka kaso mas masakit kung papatagalin pa natin. Mahal kita, at hindi sa wala akong tiwala sa iyo, pero alam mo hindi ko maramdaman yung pagmamahal na sinasabi moh. Unfair ba ako? Sasabihin kong hindi ko nararamdaman yun pakatapos ng lahat ng ginawa, niregalo at binigay mo para sa kin? Kasi para sa akin hindi lang yung mga yun ang sukatan ng pagmamahal eh. Sa pananaw ko, kung hanggang dun lang, kulang. Eto, dapat binati mo ko sa mga anniv. at monthsary natin... dapat nagtetext ka kahit minsan lang sa isang araw... dapat kahit ayaw ko pinipilit mo ko... dapat hindi ka nagagalit sa akin... marami pa... Pero alam mo kung ano yung pinaka masakit? "You don’t even see me when I pass you on the street" sabi nga sa kanta ng Parokya. How dare you! Naglalakad ako sa corridor iniintay na lalapit ka at kahit isang mura lang sabihin mo o kaya batok man lang na nagpapahiwatig na "Oy nakita kita" pero wala. Hindi naman sa pagiging mababaw, pero hindi lang yun eh, yun lang siguro yung pinaka-apt na symbol ng mga maging turn of events: pareng binabale-wala mo na ko nung bandang huli. Hindi mo na ako nakikita.
My God, inaya mo pa akong magpakasal, sabi mo pa after 5 year magpapakasal tayo, bubuo ng isang pamilya, masayang pamilya, na matatawag mong "atin." Asan na kaya yun? Ala na lumipad na kasama ng mga alikabok sa hangin.
abagay wala na rin akong magagawa, its either I give up now or I’ll give up later but I will take much more pain... Sensya ka na, sa ganito talaga ang ending ng pangarap nating love story. Sabi ko sa iyo mahal naman kita pero mas mahal ko sarili ko, hindi ko kasi maisip kung paano ko magiging masaya if I’m still hurt deep within. Wag ka na munang magpakita sa akin, isang slam sa face lang ang babati sa iyo. Makikita mo ko ulit, intayin mo lang sigurado ko balang-araw sasabihin mo "Dapat siya nakatuluyan ko. sayang sana sa akin siya ngayon at kaming dalawa ung masaya, successful at nagmamahalan kasama yung mga anak namin." At pag nakita mo ko sa araw na yun, siguro ang saya-saya ko nun kasama ko yung taong tunay na nagmamahal sa akin, kahawak-kamay siya. Umiiyak pa rin ako pero hindi dahil sa sakit, kundi dahil sa sobrang ligaya na binigay nya sa akin na di mo naibigay.
Siyempre alam kong masakit ito dahil bago pa lang, pero diba time will heal all wounds? So makakarecover rin ako unti-unti, wag kang mag-alala. Saka alam mo makakapag-asawa naman ako eh, di ka makokonsyensya. Alam kong magbibigay Siya ng isang tamang lalake para sa kin, yung mamahalin ako at mamahalin ko rin, walang labis walang kulang. Pinapatawad naman kita, yun nga lang wag ka na muna magpakita ngayon. Hayaan mo na lang na dumating ang araw na iyon. Salamat na rin at naging parte ka ng buhay ko.
Bakit kasi hindi na lang ako…
from http://www.tristancafe.com/phpweblog/stories.php?story=04/06/13/4268362
“MAHAL kita tapos MAHAL mo ay iba…”
Habang praning ako sa kakaisip sa iyo, ikaw naman sa bawat sulok siya ang nakikita… Sa dami ng text message ko sa iyo wala kang kahit isang reply… puro forward lang pero puro forward ka nga kaso sa kanya lang at ang masakit dun ung text ko pa ang nakikita kong nakasave sa inbox nya…
Unfair na.. Hindi pa nakakatuwa.. Masakit talaga…PUTCHA!!!
Bakit kaya ikaw ang pinili ko eh pwede rin namang iba… Bakit kasi siya ang pinili mo eh pwede rin namang ako?!!
Sabagay ano ba karapatan ko? Kaibigan mo lang naman ako… Kaibigan mo na handang umalalay, kung kailangan mo nandyan… Na kapag kailangan mo nang tanga eh magpapakatanga at nanginginig pa!!! Na uto-uto pagdating sa iyo!!! Na kahit ano gagawin para sa iyo…
Naalala ko pa nong wala kang libro, “May I share with you?” sabi mo pa! At kinilig naman sila… deep inside kinilig din naman ako… Pero kung may libro ka ba? Maiisip mo kaya na i-share din ako?…
Alam mo ba? nawawala na ko sa sarili ko… Affected na ko… nahihirapan na ko… nawawala na ang konsentrasyon ko… Ikaw na palagi ang naiisip ko… Pati studies ko… Pati ung self esteem ko…ang buong mundo ko… At nauubos narin ang mga luha ko…
Hindi ko nga alam kung talagang manhid ka ba? O talagang tanga ka katulad ko? Ngayon bawat patak ng luha ko lahat yun dahil sa iyo…
Dahil kahit alam kong siya ang mahal mo patuloy parin kitang minamahal…
Dahil kahit wala nang pag-asa umaasa pa rin ako…
Dahil kahit nahihirapan ako ok lang…
Dahil mahal kita…
Dahil kapag nawala ito malamang wala na rin ako…
Ano pa nga bang magagawa ko things will not get better tomorrow… ngayon lang ako nagmahal nang ganito… sa unang pagkakataon na nagmahal ako sinunod ko pa ung kanta… nagpakaSTUPID ako… Para sa isang taong hindi nakaapreciate sa mga efforts ko… Na hindi pinararamdam sa akin na… “Hindi ko kayang mawala ka” kahit bilang isang kaibigan lang…
Ayoko namang sabihin sa iyo na mahal kita… Love is a natural feeling… Kailangan mahalin mo dahil un ang totoo hindi dahil sa mahal kita siya… Siguro I should never give up this time… Sabi nga nila Friendship is the beginning of love… Baka may chance pa… Ano? Ako mag tra-try and try until I die?? Hindi… mali un! Bakit ko pa kasi iniisip eh… I should not take it all seriously… Kung batukan nalang kaya kita… tapos kapag tinanong mo ako kung bakit sabihin ko nalang kaya na para sa kamanhidan mo… Tama siguro matatauhan ka rin—in time… I shoul never give up.
Alam ko na I’ll hold on to my feeling in a good way… Pero hindi ako aasa… Hindi rin ako maghihintay… Hindi na rin ako iiyak… Mamahalin nalang kita at hahayaan ko nalang na kung ano talaga ang dapat mangyari un nalang… “A lost is never found again” at kapag pinakawalan kita tuluyan ka nang mamawawala sa akin. Ayokong mawala ka kahit kaibigan lang.
Kapag minahal mo ko isa lang ang maipapangako ko… “Mamamahalin kita next to GOD”….
Dahil sa lecheng pagmamahal na hindi ko alam kung saan galing o kailan nabuo sa akin… Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa… Alam kong imposible na maging tayo pero ano ba ang magagawa ko? Ang kulit ng puso ko… Durog na nga… Asa pa rin nang asa na balang araw mamahalin mo rin ako… Talagang hanggang pangarap nalang na mahalin mo ko… Parang kang STAR na mahirap abutin… Sana pwede kong sabihin na tama na Nasasaktan na ko!!! Di bale nalang kaya…
Kaso wala ikaw pa rin ang “MAHAL KO” di magbago…
Eto parin ako…Isang tanga na nagmamahal na hindi minamahal… Isang tanga na nagpapakabayani kahit di mapagawaan ng monumento… at kahit di maukit ang pangalan sa semento…
Published Articles
Learn it. Play it. Love it.
http://www.levelupgames.ph/2008/07/learn-it-play-it-love-it/

It started as a popping missing Munky that roamed around the Game and Forum sites of Level Up!
and now it’s a portal-based game site—Be There.
But how can one start “being there”? Worry not because I’ll be here (be here first, before being there) to guide you on your way to Be There!
LEARN IT!
Playing Be There is as easy as playing at your favorite game site. Be There is a web-based game portal with more than 30 fun and easy to play flash games. Once you go to the site, you can play without even registering. However, if you want to retain your scores (and potentially win some goodies) you have to register. Don’t worry, registering is FREE! You don’t have to download the games you want to play; all you have to do is click-and-play then play-and-click.
Here’s a step-by-step Be There guide:
1. Go to the Be There website → http://bethere.levelupgames.ph
2. Fill up the registration form and submit.
3. Wait for the account activation e-mail.
4. Click the link in your e-mail to confirm and activate your account. After clicking, you will be directed to the Be There site.
5. Create your Mini Me.
(Note: This step isn’t necessary. You can still play even if you don’t create your Mini Me.)
How to create your Mini Me:
5.a. Click the Create your Mini Me link. A pop up box will appear.
5.b. Download the pop up Mini Me Builder.
5.c. After Downloading, click on the program, and then build your Mini Me.
6. Start PLAYING….
To start playing:
6.a. Simply go to Games.
6.b. Select the game you want to play.
6.b. Choose a room to play in and your game will start.
PLAY IT!
Inside the Be There game room is a lot of fun, easy, quick and entertaining games. The games are divided into two categories as per member: the single player and multiplayer. The single player games are games you can enjoy all by yourself.
These single player games are Amazonia, Artic quest 1 and 2, Atlantis Quest, Bistro Stars, Book Stories, Brick Shooter, Concentration, Crystalix, Fashion Stories, Miam, Monkey Tower, Mozaik, Nertz, Solitaire, Plitch, Rainbow Mystery, Rainbow Web, Rise of Atlantis, Snowy the bear’s adventure, Treasure Hunter 2, Twin Spin and Xango Tango.
The Multiplayer games, on the other hand, are subdivided into Card and Board games, Puzzle and Word games, and Action and Sports. Playing with multiplayer games is more challenging than the single player because you can challenge real people like your friends. Just choose which room you want or auto match to automatically play.
Under the Card and Board games division are Sketch it!(2-6 players), Twinpicks(1-4), Lady Luck(2-6) and Animal Checkers (2-6). In the Puzzle and Word games Townsquare(1-4), Together Jigsaw(1-6), Manor Mystery(1-6), Sudoku Arena (1-6), and Mahjong(1-6) are what’s in. And in the Action and Sports division, the only game so far is Pool gang game that is good for two players.
LOVE IT!
Now that you already learned and played Be There, the next step is to love it. Be There currently has more than 30 games (and more in development) to entertain you. It’s not your everyday kind of addicting game. Here, you can share the fun, skills, and enjoyment with other players. No need of any download to play any game that matches your playing ability. And, most important of all, to love it—it’s FREE.
So what are you waiting for? BE THERE!
Sweetness in the midst of War: Ragnarok top 10 dating places
http://www.levelupgames.ph/2008/07/sweetness-in-the-midst-of-war-ragnarok-top-10-dating-places/
Level Up! Live 2008 is getting closer, as it does the challenges to players will only get tougher. The Ragnarok Philippine Championships (RPC) and the Ragnarok World Championships (RWC) will surely light fires between guilds, players, friends, buddies and even lovers.
How can this situation affect lovers you ask…?
Well, guy players, especially those participating in the championships, will be very busy practicing for the coming tournament and you can bet your life on it that they won’t have enough time for their girls. Then, their girls may misinterpret this and think that their beaus no longer care for their relationship anymore or worse, assume that she wasn’t on the guy’s top list and priority anyway.
We don’t want that to happen…right?
RPC and RWC is a yearly event but finding someone special to love and care for doesn’t come annually. Don’t lose that special someone in your life, especially in times when you need the support of someone you hold dear. The RPC and RWC can indeed be stressful events, and having someone special by your side makes the ordeal a lot more enjoyable!
So how do you reconcile the fact that you need to spend time in-game and also have time for your love life?
Simple… Do both!
Here are ten places (in no particular order) in the world of Midgard that could prove as good getaways for you and your special someone, who knows spending some time here may even quell down a heated argument between lovers.
After a big fight, Gonryun is nice place to talk problems and misunderstandings. This ancient Tibetan style town floats in the sky. Sit amidst one of it’s benches and take your time settling your arguments.
Payon Town
Payon Hut is located in the scenic city of Payon. It is popular amongst the players who enjoy Korean inspired surroundings. Payon used to be a small town, but as time went on it grew into a sprawling land, this hut too is one of the new additions to the already colorful town.
When spending time here, you may want to talk about your favorite Korean telenovela, try to entertain your loved one by claiming that if you were in a telenovela yourselves, they would be your leading lady or man.
Probably the most popular dating place in Midgard, this floating piece of land is just few maps away from Geffen. Every hopeless romantic and lovesick couples in the world of Ragnarok definitely know this place. It’s the place to be when you want to talk about something serious. It has a giant mushroom that offers shade as well as telescopes littered around it. Beneath it is a calm river that completes the picturesque landscape.
Amatsu, the Land of Destiny
Amatsu is the town where the pink-white blossoms of Sakura trees are always in bloom. Truly a great place to take pictures and unwind after a huge fight..
Also located in Amatsu are numerous food carts. It makes me remember Mapua’s Cantonan, UP’s fish ball carts and UST Asturias’ Street. What are you waiting for? Bring your date here and enjoy a few online snacks! Truly your special someone will have a treat!
The lovers bridge in Amatsu near the Cherry Blossom Hill is also a hit amongst couples. It is a Japanese inspired bridge with a river running beneath it. Listen to the gentle lapping of the waves and let time pass you by.
Jawaii is the most popular island especially to newly weds. Married couples in the middle of their Lover’s Quarrel(LQ) can come here to re-celebrate their marriage. They can sun bathe while enjoying the beach here, sit on cupid’s love bench to talk while take pictures. They can even go to a heart shaped island to recite a love poem to each other if they wish. This town guarantees that all LQ’s will go away…
Located at the south of Louyang, the Highland with the shout mountain is, for me, the sweetest place to be. You have to do the Shout Mountain Quest to be able to climb up the mountain. Here, you can also yell messages that the whole map can hear…. A good place to shout overflowing feelings of love and affection.
Rachel, Capital of Arunafelz, the Study Nation
Rachel along with its capital city of Arunafeltz is a desert town that is influenced with Arabian architecture. The town is surrounded by a vast wasteland, there is even an ice dungeon inhabited by cute creatures. This town is known for being quite far and difficult to get to, hence there are not a lot of people who travel here. However, the houses here have expansive second floors that you can enjoy!
Ayothaya
Ayothaya is a town to go to when you need a day break from your usual Ragnarok life. Walk around the port near the love boats or swing away your nasty mood with the net swing that is quite relaxing. If you need further help unwinding, you and your special someone might want a cool dip in the beach!
Lutie is a Christmas-themed town, complete with snow, Christmas decorations, and even Santa himself as well. Located in this Snow Village town is the snow slide and winter house. Bring your loved one here and race up and down in the snow slide for a few laughs. After maybe a tour around the winter houses might prove a good way to warm up after an excursion in the snow.
Church

And the most advisable and effective way to end quarrel is to ask your favorite person to visit the different Churches in Midgard. Ask them to go with you and bring them to these different sanctuaries located in Hugel, Lutie and Prontera.
Who knows, maybe if your special someone enjoys going around with you, they may decide that it may be time to tie the knot…in game of course! After a romantic tour like this one here, an in-game wedding will surely show your loved one that you care for them. Should things turn sour, they have to travel all the way to Niffelheim jjust to get a divorce, which gives you all the time you need to explain away.
So if the RWC or RPC puts your love life in a pinch, maybe a romantic getaway in the lands of Midgard might be exactly what the doctor ordered.
Role Play-ing and Having Fun
http://www.levelupgames.ph/2008/07/role-play-ing-and-having-fun/
The Non-Dangerous Way to Kart
from http://www.levelupgames.ph/2008/06/the-non-dangerous-way-to-kart/
Karts are fast, exciting and easy to handle. Thrilling but they’re at the same time dangerous. However despite the ease at which you can control the karts, is there a guarantee that no harm will happen?
Of course, kart racing is generally very safe if you follow the rules. Some of these are: wearing a helmet, fastening the safety harness and racing at speeds that you are comfortable with.
But those were the old times, Level Up!, the leading online game publisher in the Philippines, introduces its newest baby—Crazy Kart. The arrival of Crazy Kart in our country is the result of the partnership made by Level Up! and Shanda Interactive China.

Crazy Kart is by far the most successful casual game developed in-house by Shanda. The online kart racing game is executed in a unique cartoon style graphic design, competitive game modes and lovable characters. It is a popular hit among users and earned its praise from the professional media in China. For sure, it will be a new craze in our local gaming industry as well.
Players will enjoy the FREE TO PLAY experience that Crazy Kart will bring as this kart racing game will allow Pinoy gamers to customize their own karts! As we know, Pinoys like to accessorize, and Crazy Kart offers us the ability to bring our own personas into the karts we use! Choosing from a wide lineup of unique karts and items and selecting the way your kart looks is only the beginning as Crazy Kart is also about the intense online battle modes where individuals or teams can challenge other players nationwide.
Get a chance to battle with other players across the country, face them with an arsenal of items that can give you the advantage in a race, or drag you down when you get hit with them. Race around scenic tracks that will test your drifting and driving skills to the limit! If you love kart racing but worry of the inherent dangers, Crazy Kart is just the right game for you. It will bring the excitement of Formula One racing without danger.
For more information about Crazy Kart, please check out the Crazy Kart Philippines teaser website, http://www.crazykart.ph.
Oh _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ , kung tawagin
Signing In and Out of Love
A Solemn Vow--"Marriage is not like love
that when you fall, you fall"