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POEMS

No Forever

In my hell I am alone
It’s the deepest depths on my own
You returned and gave what you sow
I was in hate coz it’s forever you thrown.


For My Knight

I first met you at this online game—Ragnarok
You were a knight, as popular as I seem

I was a weak priestess who just hangs out a lot
You were a guild master, a leader full of sash

I like you but I know it’s just a game
And I want to see you but only time can say
Meeting you in reality is all I want to came
But my fears are all I had today

Many days had past
Months also went so fast
My like turned into some love
Hoping you’ll someday grab

But I never told you I love you
And I know you’ll never ask
I never had the courage to tell you
I’m afraid because our friendship might turn into dust

Blame me and not my heart
For it falls for you so deep
Please! Blame my heart
For what it feels, it never speaks

I saw you finally and looked so great
My feelings grew deeper
And now that I can touch you
I know what I feel is real

I wonder if you like me
I wonder if you care
I wonder if you’re willing
To take this part and love we’ll share

But the sad part is you didn’t like me
You never cared for what I feel
You’re never willing to take the chance
To try if this love we can interfere

How can I be sure you didn’t love me?
If I never told and never ask
How can I know your feelings?
If all I do is wait for you to be the one to ask

And now I’m not going to wait anymore
I won’t keep all the “what ifs” in my mind
I’m telling you now what I really feel
I love you and that’s what I feel for real


Endless

Endless sigh
Endless breathing
Endless pain
In my heart concealing

I’m close to you
But you're far
I’m with you
Don’t care what we are

I pull you up
You pulled me down
Left me a piece
Torn in one town

I gave you life
You showed me light
But then again
There’s no room to fight

Closed my eyes
But it’s you I see
In my wildest dreams
In my fantasy

Opened my heart
You walk my way
Left this place
Where you should stay

I’m hurting now
And hurting more
Wanting you
To hurt me once more

It’s painful to us
But can’t you see
This world is perfect
If there is no pain for me

Always crying
Almost dying
Out of way
To what I’m trying

It saddens me
We’re parting ways
I let you go
But I want you to stay

I thank the Lord
You’re such a gift
You made me smile
Behind this tears

Rather keep
Than forget your mine
Rather cry
Than let me fly

Goodbye to you
Peace for me
Bid a farewell
To the ill reality

This how it’s meant
This is how should be
Losing you
The one true love for me...



Even More

So fAR from the one I love
I can’t get of him enough

So BLUE is the red heart I used to have
It tries beating against the gaps

I Breath one more day for you
For another chance of something true
I’ll be your HAMMOCK every single day
It will be tiring but I want you to stay

The PASSION of love grows
Each day, every way, and in anything I say
But the LONELINESS of it always stays
Hoping someday you’ll wash away the pain

I am INCOMPLETE
And Alone in this place
I’ll be WHOLE again, you’ll be with me,
and it will bleed even more.



Stained Glass Loved?

First, an accurate theme a glass
could fit next a matching window
of relationships,
a stained glass in windows
in places welcoming
strangers knowing no stages,
if not closed, if not sealed,
it allows passing air, sound and lights,
everything for together can breathe.
 
Held by frames that prevents
them from collapsing.
Like a window but never built for its way,
It closes walls, it lets light inside but
never allows seeing what’s outside like
us, but never minding the world
We closed, our doors locking
our hearts inside, never allowing
visitors outside to glimpse what’s in
Our contained reality.
 
A perfect picture at a glance
As you look closer
You’ll see it’s broken,
Forms the lies, some lines,
Patterns, pictures held together.
Painted on memories
Enhancing designs onto the glasses
Annealing coupled experience
True test through time,
withstooding and remaining substantially unbroken.
 
When destroyed through wars,
Could it be revived?
Is it the same glass?
When revived through desires,
Could the past be unchanged?
Is the love still the same?
 
Stained glass forms an art that
Narrates, illustrates, illiterates,
Those major pictorial forms our love in populace.
Glasses can be smashed and
Replace with anew.
Few remained undamaged
And stained glass dies too
But you never have to die with it,
It remains a memory
Glasses retains a century
A love surpassing all boundaries.


8 words given emotions spoken

given the words fish, dino, moon, sun, earth, computer, worm, sea

I'll catch the fish just to be with you...
Tame a dino to please someone like you...
Make the moon appear at daytime with you...
And the sun to shine my love for you...

In this Planet Earth there's only one you...
In my computer there's only one choice...
And yes it's you...
And no, I won't leave you...

Even the smallest worm can see...
What you really mean to me...
There is only one you in my deepest sea...
And in that I truly love you can't you see?


I love you


I love thee in the way you moved
In the way you stand, in the way you grooved
I love thee thou you cannot prove
Your love for me, your love in scoop

I give thee this very eyes
Thy gentle touch, thy sweetest smile
I give thee my heart and soul
Thy heart to beat and soul to glow

I thank thee for the love I found
For the missing piece in my puzzled town
I thank thee for the air I breathe
For the pains that bleed, for the joys of seed

I share thee my very life
Until the endth and until I die
I share thee all that's mine
The moon at night, the stars that shine

I promised to thee to be the only loved
Only craved, only sobbed
I promised thee the forever us
The forever you and the forever me

I love thee, I love you
For keeping me, for wanting me
I love thee in God's will and ways
In God's grace we bind, In God's guide we love always.



Being With You!


To be with you is to be with gladness
To forget the dusts and pains of sadness
To give myself such a wonderful happiness
To take away the marks of bitterness

Without you life will be too messy
Without you life won't be this easy
Without you love will be so weary
Without you love would be so empty

Being with you is being with serenity
Being with you is living without stupidity
Being with you is the endless feeling of totality
Being with you is like being with God,Basically.

Being Single

...Is being free
Being wild!
An endless feeling of being nasty...
Or an outrageous feeling of being naughty.

Guess who is single?
It ain't you! 'Coz it's me!
Ask me why??
Yeah right, don't be shy!

I am single coz I am, damn, afraid of commitment
And as well as, tropical and deadly enchantment.
I don't hate guys...but I hate their mentality...
The urge and goal of them being manly

Their way on how love is proved
Their ways on how girls being forced to do such move.
Being alone is not being single
It's not losing someone to hold and to mingle.

Because when you're single
You have all the chance to go on and wiggle.
Friends, lovers, countrymen come and join me...
As I take away the phobia of being lonely

You don't have to be sad
and don't be mad
Just be like me...
BECAUSE

I chose to be single
Coz I chose to be free
I chose to be single
Coz I chose to be me!


I’m your…

I'm your slave andyou're a master I'm  a fuel and you're water
I'm a weed and you're a flower
I'm  sweet andyou're sweeter
I'm a poet andyou're a singer
I'm an actress and you're a dancer
I'm boring and you're eager
I'm  cold andyou're my heater
I'm  human and you're my shelter
I'm  a color you'remy painter
There are many tings we're not together
But when we collide our world are better


Earphone

I would like to share my thoughts for you through an ear phone...
Please Hold back just listen and don't answer the phone!!!

Special things don't come to begin When there are spaces you can't win
In your heart I know I'm not in pin
Even my tears don't even mean

I know you're life is a miserable one
Always into something that's always done
You're saving magic but don't know its gone
Waiting for bliss under the heat of the sun

You know my life is full of dangers
Because I'm with a lot of strangers
But I don't think it made me stronger
Anyways in my life you're my changer

This two hearts are already broken
Cause some words are already spoken
The answer to this is not always given
And I'm so sorry with you I just fallen.



This Day

You know I've been waiting for this day to finally tell you
that I really, really do endlessly love you!
I love everything and anything about you
I love your mistakes, incapacity and faults
I love your negativity as a person
I love you not only because you're perfect
I love you most when you flawed

How you smile honestly
How you spent you're money so easy
How your eyes meets mine
How you are when you are shy
And for all the times you cry

You're dreams are too high like mine
She doesn't like you!
Something's telling me she really doesn't
I just know that she like you not "YOU"
But I can't do anything
I can wait but definitely not forever
My time will come and I'll go on
So if ever you change your mind look back..
I'm here, waiting on!
Pls. look back,before I'll go on


The Star

The star in the sky
Is always too high
I can't even reach it while I fly
And I cannot find the reason why

The star in my mind
Is one of a kind
So hard for me to constantly bind
Always in place where I cannot find

The star in my heart is always flying
He always hides when I was seeking
He always laughs when I was crying
I cannot take it I felt like dying

For all the times this star had hurt me hurt
I wish someday he will also take me
Or someday somehow will cherish and thank me
Coz there is a love that guides him from within me



Kung ako ay isang…
from http://www.tristancafe.com/phpweblog/stories.php?story=03/07/27/1507007

Kung ako ay isang pangarap Ika’y nais tuparin sa hinaharap
Kahit ang ibigin kay puno ng hirap
Iiwanan ko nalang ang sarap

Kung ako ay isang damdamin
Ika’y ibig ko nang sabihin
Kahit ang salita ay may puputulin
Kung wala ka ito ba’y aanhin?

Kung ako ay isang larawan
Ika’y gusto ko nang matanawan
Pagka’t mabuhay sa kalawakan
At wala kay isang dahilan

SONGS

Baby

I

Baby when I met you I feel so complete

I was like an angel on the floor

The entire thing for me is bright and beautiful

All I think about is you

 

Chorus I:

I like you baby oh..woh..oh

I like you so...

I choose you baby oh..woh..oh

And I don’t want you to know

That I’ve been needin

I’ve been you wanting you

Since you left me from then on

 

II

Baby since you left me I feel so alone

I wasn’t like the girl u saw before

Everything around me seems to be ignored

All I think about is you

 

Chorus II:

I miss you baby oh..woh..oh

I miss you so

I love you baby oh..woh..oh

And I don’t want you to know

That I’ve been needin

I’ve been you wanting you

Since you left me from then on

 

Bridge:

Baby I need you in my life

and wish I could be with you all my life

So Please be mine

 

Chorus I and II



I don't Wanna

I don’t wanna rush to fall in love with youI don’t wanna fall so much when I’m with you
All I want is you to hold me in your arms
To keep your strength so strong
To give you love so long
To lift you up till dawn

I don’t wanna live my life so alone
I don’t wanna cry in pain to be with you
All I want is you to seize the day for me
To keep my bended knee
To raise me when I’m down
To give me love so long

I just wanna wait for you to be with me forever
I just wanna pray that we’ll still be together
I’ll try so hard to keep the hope within me
To hope your love will grow
For you to love me so


We Used To

It gets harder each day
And I can't think of anything newBut I love you
Every way I just can't stop dreaming of you
How we used to

Reach each other,
Held each other
And be with each other in our both ways
Hug each other,
Kiss each other
And love Each other in our own way

It gets harder each night
And I can’t stop thinking of you
But I still Miss you
Everyday the pain is still growing inside
Even we used to

I love you but this is how we should be...
Forget each other,
Forgive each other,
And give up each other painfully
But I still remember you and me


ETC!!!
Online Articles

Alikabok sa Hangin
from http://www.tristancafe.com/phpweblog/stories.php?story=03/10/27/3499267

Alam mo ang pinakamahalagang araw ng buhay ko ay yung naging tayo? Crush na crush talaga kita noon pa man! Naalala mo ba nung nakipagtextmate pa ko kunyari para lang maging close tayo? Tapos sinabi ko sayo na hindi kita kilala pero sa bandang huli sinabi ko rin na ako ito, ang iyong matagal ng kaibigan. Nanligaw ka naman agad sa akin, uto ka rin kala mo hindi kita sasagutin. Ang gaga ko noh... pero hanggang ngayon alam mo praning pa rin ako sa iyo. Nangako pa nga tayo sa isa’t-isa na habang buhay walang iwanan, na ang pagmamahal natin ay walang hangganan. Pero ano ba tayo ngayon? Magkahiwalay, magkalayo at break na kung break.

Sayang noh? One year na tayo tapos ngayon pa natin tinigil yung isang taon nating paglolokohan... sana noon pa, para hindi naging ganito kasakit. Mahal naman kita talaga eh, kaso ikaw naman yung unang bumitaw, yun nga lang ako pumutol ng tali, kasi nga naramdaman ko na nag-iba ka na sa akin, at pareho lang tayong nahihirapan.

Sorry ah, kasi alam mo lagi na lang... lagi na lang akong nasasaktan at umiiyak dahil sa iyo. Kasi alam ko kahit ipagpatuloy natin ito kung laging ako ang gagawa ng paraan para maging maayos tayo eh wala naring mangyayari... ayaw mo naman akong tulungan.

Ayoko namang iwan ka kaso mas masakit kung papatagalin pa natin. Mahal kita, at hindi sa wala akong tiwala sa iyo, pero alam mo hindi ko maramdaman yung pagmamahal na sinasabi moh. Unfair ba ako? Sasabihin kong hindi ko nararamdaman yun pakatapos ng lahat ng ginawa, niregalo at binigay mo para sa kin? Kasi para sa akin hindi lang yung mga yun ang sukatan ng pagmamahal eh. Sa pananaw ko, kung hanggang dun lang, kulang. Eto, dapat binati mo ko sa mga anniv. at monthsary natin... dapat nagtetext ka kahit minsan lang sa isang araw... dapat kahit ayaw ko pinipilit mo ko... dapat hindi ka nagagalit sa akin... marami pa... Pero alam mo kung ano yung pinaka masakit? "You don’t even see me when I pass you on the street" sabi nga sa kanta ng Parokya. How dare you! Naglalakad ako sa corridor iniintay na lalapit ka at kahit isang mura lang sabihin mo o kaya batok man lang na nagpapahiwatig na "Oy nakita kita" pero wala. Hindi naman sa pagiging mababaw, pero hindi lang yun eh, yun lang siguro yung pinaka-apt na symbol ng mga maging turn of events: pareng binabale-wala mo na ko nung bandang huli. Hindi mo na ako nakikita.

My God, inaya mo pa akong magpakasal, sabi mo pa after 5 year magpapakasal tayo, bubuo ng isang pamilya, masayang pamilya, na matatawag mong "atin." Asan na kaya yun? Ala na lumipad na kasama ng mga alikabok sa hangin.

abagay wala na rin akong magagawa, its either I give up now or I’ll give up later but I will take much more pain... Sensya ka na, sa ganito talaga ang ending ng pangarap nating love story. Sabi ko sa iyo mahal naman kita pero mas mahal ko sarili ko, hindi ko kasi maisip kung paano ko magiging masaya if I’m still hurt deep within. Wag ka na munang magpakita sa akin, isang slam sa face lang ang babati sa iyo. Makikita mo ko ulit, intayin mo lang sigurado ko balang-araw sasabihin mo "Dapat siya nakatuluyan ko. sayang sana sa akin siya ngayon at kaming dalawa ung masaya, successful at nagmamahalan kasama yung mga anak namin." At pag nakita mo ko sa araw na yun, siguro ang saya-saya ko nun kasama ko yung taong tunay na nagmamahal sa akin, kahawak-kamay siya. Umiiyak pa rin ako pero hindi dahil sa sakit, kundi dahil sa sobrang ligaya na binigay nya sa akin na di mo naibigay.

Siyempre alam kong masakit ito dahil bago pa lang, pero diba time will heal all wounds? So makakarecover rin ako unti-unti, wag kang mag-alala. Saka alam mo makakapag-asawa naman ako eh, di ka makokonsyensya. Alam kong magbibigay Siya ng isang tamang lalake para sa kin, yung mamahalin ako at mamahalin ko rin, walang labis walang kulang. Pinapatawad naman kita, yun nga lang wag ka na muna magpakita ngayon. Hayaan mo na lang na dumating ang araw na iyon. Salamat na rin at naging parte ka ng buhay ko.

Bakit kasi hindi na lang ako…
from http://www.tristancafe.com/phpweblog/stories.php?story=04/06/13/4268362

“MAHAL kita tapos MAHAL mo ay iba…” Habang praning ako sa kakaisip sa iyo, ikaw naman sa bawat sulok siya ang nakikita… Sa dami ng text message ko sa iyo wala kang kahit isang reply… puro forward lang pero puro forward ka nga kaso sa kanya lang at ang masakit dun ung text ko pa ang nakikita kong nakasave sa inbox nya… Unfair na.. Hindi pa nakakatuwa.. Masakit talaga…PUTCHA!!! Bakit kaya ikaw ang pinili ko eh pwede rin namang iba… Bakit kasi siya ang pinili mo eh pwede rin namang ako?!! Sabagay ano ba karapatan ko? Kaibigan mo lang naman ako… Kaibigan mo na handang umalalay, kung kailangan mo nandyan… Na kapag kailangan mo nang tanga eh magpapakatanga at nanginginig pa!!! Na uto-uto pagdating sa iyo!!! Na kahit ano gagawin para sa iyo… Naalala ko pa nong wala kang libro, “May I share with you?” sabi mo pa! At kinilig naman sila… deep inside kinilig din naman ako… Pero kung may libro ka ba? Maiisip mo kaya na i-share din ako?… Alam mo ba? nawawala na ko sa sarili ko… Affected na ko… nahihirapan na ko… nawawala na ang konsentrasyon ko… Ikaw na palagi ang naiisip ko… Pati studies ko… Pati ung self esteem ko…ang buong mundo ko… At nauubos narin ang mga luha ko… Hindi ko nga alam kung talagang manhid ka ba? O talagang tanga ka katulad ko? Ngayon bawat patak ng luha ko lahat yun dahil sa iyo… Dahil kahit alam kong siya ang mahal mo patuloy parin kitang minamahal… Dahil kahit wala nang pag-asa umaasa pa rin ako… Dahil kahit nahihirapan ako ok lang… Dahil mahal kita… Dahil kapag nawala ito malamang wala na rin ako… Ano pa nga bang magagawa ko things will not get better tomorrow… ngayon lang ako nagmahal nang ganito… sa unang pagkakataon na nagmahal ako sinunod ko pa ung kanta… nagpakaSTUPID ako… Para sa isang taong hindi nakaapreciate sa mga efforts ko… Na hindi pinararamdam sa akin na… “Hindi ko kayang mawala ka” kahit bilang isang kaibigan lang… Ayoko namang sabihin sa iyo na mahal kita… Love is a natural feeling… Kailangan mahalin mo dahil un ang totoo hindi dahil sa mahal kita siya… Siguro I should never give up this time… Sabi nga nila Friendship is the beginning of love… Baka may chance pa… Ano? Ako mag tra-try and try until I die?? Hindi… mali un! Bakit ko pa kasi iniisip eh… I should not take it all seriously… Kung batukan nalang kaya kita… tapos kapag tinanong mo ako kung bakit sabihin ko nalang kaya na para sa kamanhidan mo… Tama siguro matatauhan ka rin—in time… I shoul never give up. Alam ko na I’ll hold on to my feeling in a good way… Pero hindi ako aasa… Hindi rin ako maghihintay… Hindi na rin ako iiyak… Mamahalin nalang kita at hahayaan ko nalang na kung ano talaga ang dapat mangyari un nalang… “A lost is never found again” at kapag pinakawalan kita tuluyan ka nang mamawawala sa akin. Ayokong mawala ka kahit kaibigan lang. Kapag minahal mo ko isa lang ang maipapangako ko… “Mamamahalin kita next to GOD”…. Dahil sa lecheng pagmamahal na hindi ko alam kung saan galing o kailan nabuo sa akin… Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa… Alam kong imposible na maging tayo pero ano ba ang magagawa ko? Ang kulit ng puso ko… Durog na nga… Asa pa rin nang asa na balang araw mamahalin mo rin ako… Talagang hanggang pangarap nalang na mahalin mo ko… Parang kang STAR na mahirap abutin… Sana pwede kong sabihin na tama na Nasasaktan na ko!!! Di bale nalang kaya… Kaso wala ikaw pa rin ang “MAHAL KO” di magbago… Eto parin ako…Isang tanga na nagmamahal na hindi minamahal… Isang tanga na nagpapakabayani kahit di mapagawaan ng monumento… at kahit di maukit ang pangalan sa semento…


Published Articles

Learn it. Play it. Love it.
http://www.levelupgames.ph/2008/07/learn-it-play-it-love-it/

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It started as a popping missing Munky that roamed around the Game and Forum sites of Level Up!
and now it’s a portal-based game site—Be There.

But how can one start “being there”? Worry not because I’ll be here (be here first, before being there) to guide you on your way to Be There!

LEARN IT!

Playing Be There is as easy as playing at your favorite game site. Be There is a web-based game portal with more than 30 fun and easy to play flash games. Once you go to the site, you can play without even registering. However, if you want to retain your scores (and potentially win some goodies) you have to register. Don’t worry, registering is FREE! You don’t have to download the games you want to play; all you have to do is click-and-play then play-and-click.

Here’s a step-by-step Be There guide:

1. Go to the Be There website → http://bethere.levelupgames.ph
2. Fill up the registration form and submit.
3. Wait for the account activation e-mail.
4. Click the link in your e-mail to confirm and activate your account. After clicking, you will be directed to the Be There site.
5. Create your Mini Me.
(Note: This step isn’t necessary. You can still play even if you don’t create your Mini Me.)
How to create your Mini Me:
5.a. Click the Create your Mini Me link. A pop up box will appear.
5.b. Download the pop up Mini Me Builder.
5.c. After Downloading, click on the program, and then build your Mini Me.
6. Start PLAYING….
To start playing:
6.a. Simply go to Games.
6.b. Select the game you want to play.
6.b. Choose a room to play in and your game will start.

PLAY IT!

Inside the Be There game room is a lot of fun, easy, quick and entertaining games. The games are divided into two categories as per member: the single player and multiplayer. The single player games are games you can enjoy all by yourself.

These single player games are Amazonia, Artic quest 1 and 2, Atlantis Quest, Bistro Stars, Book Stories, Brick Shooter, Concentration, Crystalix, Fashion Stories, Miam, Monkey Tower, Mozaik, Nertz, Solitaire, Plitch, Rainbow Mystery, Rainbow Web, Rise of Atlantis, Snowy the bear’s adventure, Treasure Hunter 2, Twin Spin and Xango Tango.

The Multiplayer games, on the other hand, are subdivided into Card and Board games, Puzzle and Word games, and Action and Sports. Playing with multiplayer games is more challenging than the single player because you can challenge real people like your friends. Just choose which room you want or auto match to automatically play.

Under the Card and Board games division are Sketch it!(2-6 players), Twinpicks(1-4), Lady Luck(2-6) and Animal Checkers (2-6). In the Puzzle and Word games Townsquare(1-4), Together Jigsaw(1-6), Manor Mystery(1-6), Sudoku Arena (1-6), and Mahjong(1-6) are what’s in. And in the Action and Sports division, the only game so far is Pool gang game that is good for two players.

LOVE IT!

Now that you already learned and played Be There, the next step is to love it. Be There currently has more than 30 games (and more in development) to entertain you. It’s not your everyday kind of addicting game. Here, you can share the fun, skills, and enjoyment with other players. No need of any download to play any game that matches your playing ability. And, most important of all, to love it—it’s FREE.

So what are you waiting for? BE THERE!


Sweetness in the midst of War: Ragnarok top 10 dating places
http://www.levelupgames.ph/2008/07/sweetness-in-the-midst-of-war-ragnarok-top-10-dating-places/

Level Up! Live 2008 is getting closer, as it does the challenges to players will only get tougher. The Ragnarok Philippine Championships (RPC) and the Ragnarok World Championships (RWC) will surely light fires between guilds, players, friends, buddies and even lovers.

How can this situation affect lovers you ask…?

Well, guy players, especially those participating in the championships, will be very busy practicing for the coming tournament and you can bet your life on it that they won’t have enough time for their girls. Then, their girls may misinterpret this and think that their beaus no longer care for their relationship anymore or worse, assume that she wasn’t on the guy’s top list and priority anyway.

We don’t want that to happen…right?

RPC and RWC is a yearly event but finding someone special to love and care for doesn’t come annually. Don’t lose that special someone in your life, especially in times when you need the support of someone you hold dear. The RPC and RWC can indeed be stressful events, and having someone special by your side makes the ordeal a lot more enjoyable!

So how do you reconcile the fact that you need to spend time in-game and also have time for your love life?

Simple… Do both!

Here are ten places (in no particular order) in the world of Midgard that could prove as good getaways for you and your special someone, who knows spending some time here may even quell down a heated argument between lovers.

Gonryun, the Hermit Land

After a big fight, Gonryun is nice place to talk problems and misunderstandings. This ancient Tibetan style town floats in the sky. Sit amidst one of it’s benches and take your time settling your arguments.

Payon Town

Payon Hut is located in the scenic city of Payon. It is popular amongst the players who enjoy Korean inspired surroundings. Payon used to be a small town, but as time went on it grew into a sprawling land, this hut too is one of the new additions to the already colorful town.

When spending time here, you may want to talk about your favorite Korean telenovela, try to entertain your loved one by claiming that if you were in a telenovela yourselves, they would be your leading lady or man.

Kordt Forest

Probably the most popular dating place in Midgard, this floating piece of land is just few maps away from Geffen. Every hopeless romantic and lovesick couples in the world of Ragnarok definitely know this place. It’s the place to be when you want to talk about something serious. It has a giant mushroom that offers shade as well as telescopes littered around it. Beneath it is a calm river that completes the picturesque landscape.

Amatsu, the Land of Destiny

Amatsu is the town where the pink-white blossoms of Sakura trees are always in bloom. Truly a great place to take pictures and unwind after a huge fight..

Also located in Amatsu are numerous food carts. It makes me remember Mapua’s Cantonan, UP’s fish ball carts and UST Asturias’ Street. What are you waiting for? Bring your date here and enjoy a few online snacks! Truly your special someone will have a treat!

The lovers bridge in Amatsu near the Cherry Blossom Hill is also a hit amongst couples. It is a Japanese inspired bridge with a river running beneath it. Listen to the gentle lapping of the waves and let time pass you by.

Jawaii, The Honeymoon Island

Jawaii is the most popular island especially to newly weds. Married couples in the middle of their Lover’s Quarrel(LQ) can come here to re-celebrate their marriage. They can sun bathe while enjoying the beach here, sit on cupid’s love bench to talk while take pictures. They can even go to a heart shaped island to recite a love poem to each other if they wish. This town guarantees that all LQ’s will go away…

Louyang Field

Located at the south of Louyang, the Highland with the shout mountain is, for me, the sweetest place to be. You have to do the Shout Mountain Quest to be able to climb up the mountain. Here, you can also yell messages that the whole map can hear…. A good place to shout overflowing feelings of love and affection.

Rachel, Capital of Arunafelz, the Study Nation

Rachel along with its capital city of Arunafeltz is a desert town that is influenced with Arabian architecture. The town is surrounded by a vast wasteland, there is even an ice dungeon inhabited by cute creatures. This town is known for being quite far and difficult to get to, hence there are not a lot of people who travel here. However, the houses here have expansive second floors that you can enjoy!

Ayothaya

 Ayothaya is a town to go to when you need a day break from your usual Ragnarok life. Walk around the port near the love boats or swing away your nasty mood with the net swing that is quite relaxing. If you need further help unwinding, you and your special someone might want a cool dip in the beach!

Lutie

Lutie is a Christmas-themed town, complete with snow, Christmas decorations, and even Santa himself as well. Located in this Snow Village town is the snow slide and winter house. Bring your loved one here and race up and down in the snow slide for a few laughs. After maybe a tour around the winter houses might prove a good way to warm up after an excursion in the snow.

Church 

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And the most advisable and effective way to end quarrel is to ask your favorite person to visit the different Churches in Midgard. Ask them to go with you and bring them to these different sanctuaries located in Hugel, Lutie and Prontera.

Who knows, maybe if your special someone enjoys going around with you, they may decide that it may be time to tie the knot…in game of course! After a romantic tour like this one here, an in-game wedding will surely show your loved one that you care for them. Should things turn sour, they have to travel all the way to Niffelheim jjust to get a divorce, which gives you all the time you need to explain away.

So if the RWC or RPC puts your love life in a pinch, maybe a romantic getaway in the lands of Midgard might be exactly what the doctor ordered.

 

Role Play-ing and Having Fun
http://www.levelupgames.ph/2008/07/role-play-ing-and-having-fun/

MMORPG, massively multiplayer online role-playing games are still categorized as a type of role-playing game otherwise known as RPG.’s Only MMO’s have a much wider scope owing to the fact that instead of a single player or role, there are a large number of players taking on their own roles in a fantasy based online world.

What makes online role playing fun?

Most people would answer that it is the number of players you can interact with online. It’s not like the NPC’s in PC games who are virtually programmed to play with you. In MMORPG’s, you are playing with real people, they may not physically be with you but in a sense, you are not alone when you play MMORPG’s. You will make, save and meet friends all the time and most of whom you meet there will usually have similar interests as yours. At the very least you are both playing the same game together.
Who knows, if you playe long enough you may even meet people that will spice your gaming life like enemies and love interests!

Another thing that makes online role playing fun is its entertainment factor. It can lessen your real life stresses and worries. When you are tired of the real world, you can play online and forget all your problems. You are able to escape the negative realities, the harsh and painful truths of this cruel world by going online. You can relax by mingling with friends, chatting, and fighting with them.

You can be whatever you want to be, do whatever you want to do, and go wherever you want to go. Fun factor is one of the great benefits of online gaming, online you can do things which you cannot do in the real world.

In Crazy Kart, you can race even if you don’t have a car in real life or try living perfectly in Perfect World. Of course, you may also want to be on a distant planet where magic exists along with advanced technology in RF. Fly and Sky dance with FlyFF even if you’re afraid of heights. No one would tell you otherwise if you wanted to do a jump shot in FreeStyle despite you only being 4 feet tall.. Slay hordes of monsters in Ragnarok, or earn millions with SilkRoad.

You can be whoever you want to be…Live the way you want to, even get that name you should have had instead of the boring one you are already using.. You have the freedom to do what’s on your mind, with no barriers and laws to restrict you. Express yourself anyway you want in-game, anyway you want to.

Of course, being better in-game adds to the fun too! The more you play the higher your level will be, gain level up’s and stat points to boost your in-game persona’s power. Getting stronger is half the fun, while reaping the rewards and benefits of your hard earned character, the other half!

Fantasies also come true in gaming; be it having a lot of money, killing all the evil monsters that you can, becoming a villain or a hero. It’s your role to choose, and choose wisely for there are many perilous places out there in-game, keep your wits about you and learn to better your skills because the adventure as we say begins with you.

Role playing can be a starting point for a chance to change your reality. You can build your confidence and overcome your shyness in real life. That change will lead you to more friends and people who will love you for just being you. You don’t have to be someone you are not..

Of course, most important of all is that the end is in your hands. It’s not like in reality wherein bad luck sometimes comes to snatch away good fun. In role playing games, you choose how to start and how to end. Every role playing game is never ending; it ends only when the player wants it to. No matter what however, if it does end, I’m pretty sure it was a good ride!

The Non-Dangerous Way to Kart
from http://www.levelupgames.ph/2008/06/the-non-dangerous-way-to-kart/

Karts are fast, exciting and easy to handle. Thrilling but they’re at the same time dangerous. However despite the ease at which you can control the karts, is there a guarantee that no harm will happen?

Of course, kart racing is generally very safe if you follow the rules. Some of these are: wearing a helmet, fastening the safety harness and racing at speeds that you are comfortable with.

But those were the old times, Level Up!, the leading online game publisher in the Philippines, introduces its newest baby—Crazy Kart. The arrival of Crazy Kart in our country is the result of the partnership made by Level Up! and Shanda Interactive China.

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Crazy Kart is by far the most successful casual game developed in-house by Shanda. The online kart racing game is executed in a unique cartoon style graphic design, competitive game modes and lovable characters. It is a popular hit among users and earned its praise from the professional media in China. For sure, it will be a new craze in our local gaming industry as well.

Players will enjoy the FREE TO PLAY experience that Crazy Kart will bring as this kart racing game will allow Pinoy gamers to customize their own karts! As we know, Pinoys like to accessorize, and Crazy Kart offers us the ability to bring our own personas into the karts we use! Choosing from a wide lineup of unique karts and items and selecting the way your kart looks is only the beginning as Crazy Kart is also about the intense online battle modes where individuals or teams can challenge other players nationwide.

Get a chance to battle with other players across the country, face them with an arsenal of items that can give you the advantage in a race, or drag you down when you get hit with them. Race around scenic tracks that will test your drifting and driving skills to the limit! If you love kart racing but worry of the inherent dangers, Crazy Kart is just the right game for you. It will bring the excitement of Formula One racing without danger.

For more information about Crazy Kart, please check out the Crazy Kart Philippines teaser website, http://www.crazykart.ph.




ESSAYS

Oh _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ , kung tawagin

Gusto kong umiyak, gusto kong tumawa. Gusto kong sabihin mahal kita. Ang labo.Hindi nga ba’t sadyang wala nang kasing tanga pa ang isang taong nagmamahal?

Nakita mo siya, nakita ka nya. Nagkatagpo kayong dalawa. Umibig ka o inibig ka nya. Inamin mo o inamin nya. At naging kayong dalawa. Simple ngunit bakit kapag nandyan na at totoohanan na talaga ang hirap isalba.
 
Bakit nga ba ang isang nagmamahal ay nawawalan ng logic? Hindi patas at may pinapanigan. Saan ka nga ba kakampi? Hindi nga ba’t sa mahal mo. Baka sabihin mo na nagkakamali ako. Pero saan ka nga ba kakampi? Maiisip mo pa ba ang tama? Kung ang mahal mo ay mahal mong talaga.

Bakit nga ba ang isang nagmamahal ay ginagawang virtues ang mga vices? Hindi tayo perpekto at bukas ang aking pang unawa na bawat isa sa atin ay may nakagagawa ng mga pagkakamali. Sa isang nilalang na hindi malapit sa iyo madali mong husgahan siya at sabihin ang kanyang mga kamalian. Sa isang taong mahal mo, ang mga kamaliang ito ay nagiging kagalingan.  At bakit nga ba ang nagmamahal ay gumagawa ng mga bgay na hindi talagang maintindihan? Basta’t kung nagmamahal ka na katulad ko hindi mo rin alam ang mga sagot sa mga katanungan.

Minsan ang pag-ibig ay parang isang sayaw. Bago ka sumabak sa sayawan ay dapat may baon kang mga galaw. Ngunit hindi sapat na alam mo lamang ang mga ito. Maaring mag isa ka lamang sa pag sayaw o hanapin mo ang iyong kapares. Kailangan mong sumayaw at sumunod sa  indak ng puso. May mga sitwasyon na ang nagmamahal ay nawawala sa indak ng sayaw.   Maari din namang matapakan nya ang kanyang kasayaw. Pwede ring humanap na lamang siya ng ibang kapareha. Maari ring mag-isa o magkanya-kanya na lamang.

Sa pag-ibig hindi sapat na alam mo lamang ang ibig sabihin nito dapat ay nadama ka na nito o may pag-ibig kang likas sa iyong sarili. Sa pag-ibig maaring humanap ka ng mamahalin o magmahal ka ng walang inaasahang kapalit. Hindi rin ibig sabihin na may minamahal ka ay maayos na ang lahat. Kailangan mong alamin parin ang mga bawal at limitasyon ng pag-ibig.  Maaring ikaw ang magkamali o magawan ng kamalian. Kung  hindi na talaga para sa iyo ito, marahil hahanap o maghihintay ka na lamang ng susunod mong mamahalin. Masakit man ay maaring mag tampo na sa iyo ang pag-ibig at ika’y mag-iisa.
 
Ngunit wag kang mangamba. Hindi sa lahat ng panahon ay masakit ang nag iisa. Oo nga’t wala nang sasarap pa sa may minamahal at nagmamahal. Pero may mga panahon na kahit ika’y nag-iisa masaya  ka na sa mga umiibig at nadarama nito.

Ganun naman talaga ang buhay kung sino ang minahal mo ay asahan mong siya ang gagawa sa iyo ng labis na sakit at kalungkutan. Kasama ng pagmamahal ang tampuhan at ilang hindi pagkaka-unawaan. Ayos lamang ito. Wag kang mangamba dahil kung may mawala ay sadyang may inihanda ang Diyos na kapalit nito.

Puso mo ang sundin mo sa mga bagay na ito. Sinabi man nila na ang utak dapat ang mas pairalin. Ngunit ang puso kapag naranasan o naramdaman na ang pagiging masaya. Duon lang ay kontento na siya.


Signing In and Out of Love

When boy meets girl it’s not always that they like each other at first sight. Sometimes it takes time for them to like each other, sometimes only the boy feels a special liking for the girl and on worst times only the girl feels something special for the guy.

But what if you haven’t seen each other? Or never seen each other in reality at all? You met him online (or in the cyber space) in a chat room or online game maybe. Both of you are individuals seeking for someone to talk to and, maybe, someone to love. But you are both afraid of what world or relationship you are starting. This world might built or destroy something. This relationship might stay within the walls of this cyber world or it might go beyond it and becomes real. How can one be sure that a love in the cyber space is real? Can someone tell? Unfortunately, I’m not a love expert or a love doctor either online or offline. So, what do I know?

Well, I’ve been in the cyber world for five years. Web surfing, instant messaging, chatting, blogging, online gaming and a lot more are the activities I tried online… Name it and I’m sure, I tried it. Because of the cyber world, I have learned a lot of things about love, about signing in, signing out and maybe signing in again to love.

How does a relationship online start? Ready, get set, go! Turn on your computers, connect to the internet, register to a chat client or online game, and then, sign in. Click here, click there and welcome to the cyber world.

You PM(Personal Message) him or he PM’s you, then, the exchange of info’s about each other comes next—ASL’s(Age Sex and Location), Friendster E-adds, Photo Sharing, etc.

If he likes you, he adds you to his list or in reality, that’s when he starts to court you. He waits for you to sign in. When you just logged in, he’s the first to greet or notice you. He entertains you with different stuffs you can both do online. He feels sad when you are about to sign out. And when you’re offline, he sends sweet e-mails, romantic e-cards and messages with smileys of hugs and kisses.

He confesses his feelings and tells you that he falls deeply in love with you. But, of course, you are always reminding yourself that it’s just an online thingy and it all ends when you both sign out. But he explains that it is more than what you think it is. He says he is sincere and because you also had fallen, you decided to give love a chance.

Part of the giving of love a chance is the EB(eye-ball) or official meeting. You will both set the place, date and time of your EB. You might as well exchange cell phone numbers and tell each other what you look like or what clothes you will wear during the EB. When everything’s agreed upon mix emotions rises between the two of you. Excitement, tension, and worrying if he won’t like you or you won’t like him as much as you like each other when you’re both online. The day has finally come and you are ready to meet him and ready for whatever happens next.

It was a gift from God. He is exactly what you are waiting and praying for. To him you’re an angel sent from up above. The love is so real. Oh, what a perfect combination…

But no matter how one tries to be perfect, a relationship always has its ups and downs. The boy you loved online changes each day when you’re with him in reality. He is not anymore the guy who’s sweet, who’s cool and who’s perfect. He is just like the boyfriends you had in the past that broke your heart. And your damage control is going back online and getting back to the start of your relationship that seems so perfect.

Both of you are back in your very own cyber space. But it isn’t the same cyber world you had, it is very different now. He still waits for you to sign in but when you already logged in it’s always his time to go. He still greets you but only with the simple hi’s and hello’s. He doesn’t entertain you anymore. He feels glad when you are about to sign out. And when you’re offline, he doesn’t send e-mails, e-cards and no messages with smileys at all. It’s all gone and you’re the only one who’s signing in to love. All that’s left are pains and tears.

What will you do now? You’ll stop crying, you will immediately log in and erase all that’s connected to him; all the messages he sent to you that you saved, his sweet e-mails and e-cards stored in your e-mail’s inbox and even his name on your list.

Then, that’s when you start again. You’re signing out to the relationship you had with him. You’re ready to get over and forgive him. The mistakes are just lessons of yesterdays and you’re not keeping any grudge to him. Instead of hating him, you are now thanking him for learning with you about love—and that is when love is true, whether online or offline, it shall, it will and it can conquer all.

You are ready in signing in to a new start because you know that the pains and tears of yesterday will not lead you to the perfect person but to the one that you are both perfect for each other.

A Solemn Vow--"Marriage is not like love
that when you fall, you fall"


“With this hand I will lift your sorrows. Your cup will never be empty, for I will be your wine. With this candle, I will light your way into darkness. With this ring, I ask you to be mine”, a line from Corpse Bride.

Marriage is a divine institution and intimate union with the blessing of God. It can also be described as a committed, loving relationship with or without children. It is a promise, a vow, which is not to be broken. It is a gift God gave us for the well being of the entire human family. It is more than a civil contract between a man and woman. It is when the man and woman became one flesh to live faithfully together before god and the Church.

Marriage is created by God for our good. Many people however find it as a puzzling thing. A great number of people craves and wants to get into it while some are desperately trying to get out of it.

Do you want to get married? To be married is still on the top dreams of many and it’s everyone’s dream to be. But dreams can always turn out to be nightmares. If that happens, will you still wish to be married? What if you are sick and dying? Will you still search for the perfect one? What if you can’t give her a perfect life? Will you still wish to be married? Will you marry him if he is jobless? Now, do you still want to? These questions are not to threaten you to stop dreaming about marriage and marrying someone. What I am driving at is that marriage, according to the oldest and most effective definition of it, is not like rice that you’ll swallow and spill if it’s hot. It is not a piece of paper that you’ll sign and if you’re tired of it you’ll crumple or burn it. It is not a simple promise that one can always break. It’s not as simple as “I do’s”. It’s like a problem that you cannot get away from and all you have to do is to face it. It’s a whole life commitment, covenant, promise and vow to God and to your partner.


What is your reason for marriage? Is it to be happy, to have someone to love, to have someone to grow old with, to have someone take care of you, to have someone who can be there for you? Is it when a boy likes girl and the girls likes the boy and the two make a decision to be together forever? Is it? If that’s what you think you’re definitely wrong. Your reason should rather be to make someone happy, to share love with God as the center of your married life, to grow old with someone with God’s guidance, to take care of someone the way you take care of your relationship with God. The reason for marriage is for God to make two saints out of you, and then to raise little saints for God from your children.

“I take thee to be my wedded husband/wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love, honor, and cherish, 'til death do us part”.

Marriage is a promise. If you think that you are promising only to your partner, you’re wrong because in the sacrament of matrimony, you’re also promising to God. Your promise to God only ends when you die. It is a solemn vow so you must really think about it before entering its door.

Marriage between a man and wife has many things to fulfill. The wedded couple should make God the center of their married life. They should be the only true love of each other. They should cherish their friendship. They should trust and honor each other. They should laugh and cry together. They should accept the partner’s best and the worst, through the difficult and the easy times. When troubles come they will always be there for each other. They should take their hand to hold and life to keep when the other needs it. Wives should be subordinate to their husbands in everything as the Church is subordinate to God. Husbands should love their wives as God loved the Church. The husband and wife shall become one flesh in the name of the God, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.

Marriage is not something we should rush into. It’s is not like love that comes unexpectedly. It’s not like love that when you fall, you fall. Marriage should be planned. Like love it should not be controlled by feelings. It should not do anything and everything it feels and it should be controlled by principles. “You can love everyone but you will vow to God with your only one”. Present to God the one you choose to be with for the rest of your life. For the rest of your life means forever and it’s hard, isn’t it? Yes, that’s why every one of us should take time and truly ask Gods blessing and guidance in choosing the perfect mate.
Copyright © 2008 jaMie.